Ready for my close up

I'm starting over at square one. The events of the past eight months have put me in this position. I'm in before picture mode, and ready to be done with that.
I don't want to be in the same size six months from now and feeling how I do. I don't want the aches and pains I feel. I'm tired of feeling old, when I'm not.
I'm ready to not put off being healthy and leading my best life.
I'm ready to pick up where I left off last spring, before my life devolved into chaos. I'm ready to get back to healthy eating and moving again. Before I disappeared down the rabbit hole, I had made huge progress. I was feeling strong and confident and beautiful. I wasn't in pain.
It's time. I'm ready for my close up