Sunday, May 16, 2010

black coffee in bed

Its Sunday morning & I still feel awful. I've been down for the count for 4 days now. Ugh. The weather is beautiful and all I want to do is play in my garden and tidy up the house.
I think the worst part is just not having any energy. I hate this feeling. I'm cranky & miserable and that virus spreads to the rest of my family. I just want to be better. The problem for me is when I feel awful I'm just awful all the way around.
I look around the house & all that I need to do. Empty & reload the dishwasher. Do laundry. Tidy up. Finish the album for the little mans teacher. I need to go downstairs to do that on the computer (the big limit to my BlackBerry no printing) clean up the kitchen. Put together clothes for the week x2. Someone needs to go grocery shopping too & get stuff for the week salad fruit etc.
sometime this week I also need to renew my drivers license. My 40th birthday is coming up on Saturday...and there's an anticlimactic feel towards it. what I want to do is go shopping...I need some summer clothes (yellow cardigan, tshirts, pair of espadrilles, some new headbands)and I want to go out to lunch either at Pacera or Qdoba, so since I'm the only one who I will probably take myself out.
Maybe go on a hike through the woods with the little man & puppy dog.
Its a week away...and I am now having some stress about it. I think its also the stress of all that needs to get done...buy a swim pass & sew it on the little mans swim trunks...catch up on scrapping again...teachers appreciation next week...planning a pentecost

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