Wednesday, April 21, 2010

You Oughta Know

that Wednesday is my least favorite day of the week. That for some reason I am more tired on Wednesdays than I am on any other day. That it is the day I usually have issues with my plans, where they seem to fall apart, but I am going to turn it around today.
...that I am very sore today, but I am still going to get my butt on the treadmill shortly, despite sleeping in this morning due to being tired. I need to get ready for this 5k. I was talking with some of the teachers who are part of the team and they want me on it too! That is very exciting. I know what I need to do, its just a matter of not setting myself up for failure by not doing it.
....that I need to work on my self discipline to keep up with the house, etc. and not fall off the wagon on that. Its so hard not to get frustrated, because I am swimming upstream with the little man (and big man) some days. I get greeted by a trail of destruction and clothes and toys-so much so I can trace the path where he's been. There are some days that he's on board with me, and others where he's so far away from being with the program.
...that I can see my cheekbones again. I was blessed with very prominent cheekbones, and they have been hidden for a long time, but now I am becoming reaquainted with them. I like how angular they are, and its changing my look somewhat.
....if I didn't realize Humpy had to go, it became really evident yesterday when I saw a picture of me from the side on the class website. Its really horrible, and I look like I am 9 months pregnant. Actually, I am carrying around that kind of weight, which is miserable (no wonder why I am so tired!). Its not really enhancing my life at all, and I feel like its giving me the wrong image. I feel like telling people-look I'm not really that fat, its all hernia. I do feel like I am trapped in a fat suit or something. I eat relatively healthy, I exercise regularly, I do all the right things for the most part but Humpy holds me back and makes it look like I don't do anything at all.
....I should have my replacement storm today (number 3!) and I won't be blackberry-less anymore. Its been a hard few days as I have gone through withdrawal. I am so hooked on it, and it has enhanced my life. I do need to figure out a way to get the calendar function going on it better. That's been my only real issue. I tend not to use it as much as I should or could. Here's my chance I suppose.
...that I need to get my day going or it will be the Hump Day Blues I'll be humming.

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