Oh boy its Wednesday again.
Work, trying to clear off my desk before I go on vacation. Church-Sunday school teacher meeting tonight. House, oh where do I begin? I've got a toy strewn living room, thanks to Romeo & the Little Man and I just did not have the energy to get it cleaned up last night.
There is some sort of negative vibe in my house, and I need to get rid of it. It comes and goes-like a wave. But right now we are most definately in the negative phase, and I don't like it. Its oppressive and heavy; palatable when you walk in the door. I don't know why it gets like this but it does and I am really tired of it.
So outside of burning sage and outlining my house in salt, I am not sure what I can do to get rid of this nasty feeling. It started over this past weekend, and by last night it was spiraling out of control. Its affecting all of us-Little Man is not listening, and he's not following directions and he's getting into this mode that I don't like personally. He mentioned to me last night as we were getting ready for bed that there are two boys at camp that sort of pick on him. Nothing really horrible, they call him Bubba Joe (and apparently they call other kids that too) but it has upset him.
It upset me too because I am such a momma bear. I want what's best for my son, and I want to take away the pain and misery that he suffers.
I need to get over all this just generally yucky feeling in my house, and go back to being happy. I don't want to go into vacation feeling miserable and having this heaviness hang over me.
Not to say there isn't any joy in our home; believe me there is. Little Man got a package of new hot wheels cars from Grammy yesterday in the mail. When I got home, he came running up to me to show me his new cars-and they are pretty darn cool.
But, there isn't much other joy in Mudville right now.
I would like to get some of the hot spots in my house cleared out over the next few days so we can go into vacation with a clean house.
I would like to have everything caught up before we have time together. And I would love, love, LOVE to have meals planned (and have the planned menu stuck with) for next week. I want to be able to just kick back and enjoy. Also, we need to ease into things for the next school year. I need to make sure we have everything in terms of school supplies, clothes, etc. I don't want to stress out over the first day. I want to make the first day of school very special in our house.
So first I need to get rid of that un-special feeling and make everyone feel the happiness and joy. I need to get rid of the negativity and ugliness and misery. It needs to turn around to happiness joy and bliss.
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